Reach out & touch someone...

Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 11:09 AM
To: Pluto
Subject: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."

Hello, lover........your voice is still washing over me in waves of love and desire..........you are such a precious gift. mmmmm, this is heaven......when we are able to be together, it will be paradise......until then, I'm loving you completely and totally.. my lover-man, my soul mate..........your Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 8:17 AM
Subject: RE: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."

I love it when I'm totally engrossed in something, then the thought of you comes into my head and heart and I can hear your voice whisper in my ear, then a message from you pops up on my computer....you are a precious jewel, my seetheart......and you make my soul complete

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 08:15:15 -0700

so does that mean you heard me screaming out your name about 1:30 eastern, last night? hehehe

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Marianne Williamson
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 11:17:34 -0700

I get nervous sometimes about offending you with my language and my lack of discretion in talking about stuff. You and I are edge dwellers and that is such a gift to me, because most people would judge me for the way I think and talk. I'm resting in the knowledge that you love me completely and that I'm not "too far out there" for you......I don't think I am.

Here's the quote from A Woman's Worth:

"A woman in love is drunk with something. There's a chemical syrup that permeates her cells, a place in her being where hormones meet God. It's hell or heaven or both. If we could harness its power, we could heal the world.

"And that's the point. A woman in love can do anything. She can run a business, bear children, create art, make love, cook meals, lead a nation, and figure out how to look great. But if she is not in love, she lack energy; and if she is in love but spurned, she can lack the will to live. Women need to be in love: with themselves, with a man, with a child, with a project, with a job, with their country, with the planet, and - most important - with life itself. Women in love are closer to enlightenment. For angels and lovers, everything sparkles."

Pretty awesome.........I just turned on the 25th Saturday Night Live show that I taped a few nights ago, so I'm going to laugh for a while...............................loving you, T.........your Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 11:39 AM

You truly are my destination and my home....I sometimes can't bring right words to mind or to my lips when we talk...you know that of course. The shear power of what we have sometimes tongue-ties me. Know that I can't see anything about the future right now except that you and I are together in it. I sometimes get over-zealous trying to do god's job of creating it....I just want to touch you so badly.... Well here we go again....I got your message right in the middle of my tying this!

You have nothing to be nervous about....your openness and honesty are some of your most powerful gifts.., "It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...." (sound familiar?) ..know that I do love you COMPLETELY.

I saw some of the SNL show on Sunday...it's a pisser....enjoy it!!

I love the quote...just being with you has taught me the depth and power of a woman's love...

Sitting next to you just breathing you in....T

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 2:50 PM
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:

Oh my love...........welcome home............we have nothing to fear, do we? Words also fail me and I get frustrated with that (don't we?) Thank you for loving me completely.

Sometimes I go even further out on the edge, especially with people like Jennifer, because it just might save her life (like telling her she's a "sick b****" - she understands when I tell her that). But I love the edge (don't we?) We can sometimes evoke the greatest healing out there.

Our lives are truly miraculuous.....our powerful co-creating leaves me in awe. I think I'm a bit afraid of OUR light....it is so powerful......you are right my love, we don't know just how powerful it is..........but I'm looking forward to finding out with you......hand in hand as we walk toward the abyss...................in love with you completely...........your Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 12:12 PM
Subject: RE:

Ahhhh, the edge(home)....there's no other place I'd rather be, especially hand in hand with you. OUR light is power beyond our wildest dreams...I understand and share your fear of it. Someday we'll do the "golden light" taoist meditation together and bring that light into our joint consciousness. We have much healing work to do together in our future..........and we'll need all of that power and more.

I want to kiss you now.... slowly, passionately, holding your head in my hands, lips pressing and moving, moist and succulent... sucking your lower lip into my mouth...tasting our love....tongues flicking and playing....looking deeply into your eyes

Thank you my darling for the gift of your love......it is a treasure......................................moving ever closer to our edge....your P(loving you so desperately that I'm willing to go beyond the edge with you)

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 12:12:22 -0700

Once again, we are so totally in sync...........I'm ready to go to the ends of the edge with you.....and beyond. I look forward to doing the light meditation with you. we have so much to manifest.

I can feel you kissing me with deepest intention and love. Know that I am returning each kiss with my own, lovingly, passionately, eternally. I love the way you taste.

Let's manifest all we can be together and individually.......which will be the same thing, won't it? We can heal our future and our past and provide healing to the world. I love you wholeheartedly, my divine lover..............yours forever, Emma