Sent: Sunday, September 12
To: Pluto
Subject: After the weekend
Hope you had a terrific weekend. It was gorgeous here...felt like fall in the mornings and evenings but was hot during the day. Very sweet. This was a weekend of play and household repairs for me. Friday night I went out to dinner with a group of friends to a fairly new Caribbean restaurant I've wanted to try. It was incredible! This afternoon a bunch of us went to see "Sixth Sense." It was very good and thrilling....very interesting twist at the end of the movie.
I'm really dreading work tomorrow. My spiritual advisor here says I don't have enough information to know if I'm supposed to leave by October 15th or not. She is advising against any rash decisions just like the I Ching and believes I still have work to do there. Crap!
I will look forward to more virtual hugs tomorrow...I really missed them over the weekend although I hadn't let go from last week. It's nice to get the regular reminders.
I went over to my ex's house to wish him a happy 50th today. It was kind of bittersweet... sometimes I feel so terribly alone and I guess this is one of those times. I know I'm not in the metaphysical sense, but in the physical realm I sometimes crave companionship. Weekends can be especially difficult... guess that's why I do so much with my friends. Ok, enough of this crap.
Can't wait to hear from you........make it soon, okay?............love, Emma
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Hey...
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
...you know how I was telling you that my go.com horoscope said this was going to be a time of romance for me? Well, I was looking at another horoscope on the web tonight and IT says it will be a Scorpio in "a little black something." Aaaaahahahaha
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
Subject: RE: mmmm
You're welcome!...hugs are one of those things that you can never really "give away"
I saw a silly foreign comedy on video this weekend called "Mouth to Mouth"(Spanish with subtitles). It's about a struggling actor who gets a job doing phone sex and what happens when he gets involved with one of the few female callers. Not academy award material, but it had a few laughs and was original at least.
phone's ringing............
Well, The astrologer just called (synchronicity??) to say she has done the charts and recommended another 1/2 hour.(I had originally scheduled a 1/2 hour) She didn't know if 1/2 hour would be enough and I still had a half hour credit from a Christmas gift so I scheduled the full hour ...still can't wait...patience, patience
Hope your day at work isn't too draining...just lean on me if you need too..........love, P
From: Pluto
To: "Emma
Subject:
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
The horoscopes you sent sound great...but I don't know how I could get any weirder...
How do you plan to get "funky"??
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: mmmm
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
Wow! It sounds like The astrologer has a lot to say!! Now I'm even more excited about this. It is very cool.
Hey, I wanted to say.....I don't think you're weird. (you asked how you could get any weirder...) You are definitely an edge-dweller, but that's one of the things I love about you...I'm an edge-dweller, too. In the early '80's my guiding principle was "never go farther than far, far too far." Twenty years has moderated me a lot, but I still tend to hang out there on the edge......it's where I feel most alive. I suspect that is true for you too.
I'm going to work now.....see you there
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Emma
Subject:
I just wanted to be here when you arrived at work...I know how good it feels when you're waiting for me in the morning.
You're right; I am an "edge dweller" (I love that term!!) and love being that way. I'm less apt to act that way than think on the edge, however. As the astrologer would tell you, I tend to hold my cards close to my vest. Although I have done my share of going far, far too far, also. I love that you have been to the edge and back also. It must be one of the many past lives we have shared.
Have a perfect morning....talk to you soon.....Love, P
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
Yea! I finally got to read your message. It felt really good, just like you were sitting here with me, holding my hand and talking....I love that our conversations flow with such ease. I know you hold your cards close to your vest; but someday you won't feel the need to do that anymore....at least not with me. (oops, did I pull your covers on that one??) Actually you've shared a LOT with me...enough for me to know that we are the same person in so many respects. Like I said, my life is pretty transparent and I will talk about most anything....about the only thing I haven't told you about is what my women friends and I talk about and my sexual fantasies.
You asked last week if there would ever come a time when we were through with this....I don't think so....I think you're stuck with me...hope that's okay. 'Cuz I can't imagine not having contact with you at this point.
I agree that it's more my thoughts that are on the edge than anything else these days, and that's a safer, more mature way to be. Yep, it must be one of the many lives we are sharing. I'm really glad we get to share this one, too. Sometimes I wonder why it takes so long for people to find one another, but I don't think I would have been ready any sooner for something this special.
Have a delicious day, my loving friend............love you, Emma
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Subject: forgot!!
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
How could I forget...........
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