From: Pluto
Sent: Thursday, September 30, 1999 7:57 AM
To: Emma
Subject: Hi...
...I've been waiting for you. Pull me close so I can smell your sweetness and you can tell me that you love me and I'll take you on a journey to heaven...right here in our soft embrace...
My love is burning for you today....brighter and brighter each day.
Ohhhhhh my Emma......you've become my whole world today....T
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Thursday, September 30, 1999 8:29 AM
To: Pluto
Subject:
mmmmmmmmmm, thank you my sweet lover for being here with me................you are my whole world as well. Thank you for the passionate kisses you gave me in the exam room!!..........I like it a lot!! Did I tell you yet today that I love you? If I said it a thousand times it wouldn't compare to the depth of love that I feel for you....you are my entire world as Well...............................soon, lover.....................your Emma
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H) >
Subject:
Date: Thu, 30 Sep 1999 08:15:56 -0400
Ahhhhhhhh, my love....you can't imagine the peace and joy your love brings me. I melt with every touch, every glance, every kiss, every embrace....even though we are miles apart I truly feel your touch right down to my core.
I wish I could be with you in Colorado.....I know we mustn't push the flow of "the Tao", but I long to breathe your scent, touch your hair, taste your skin. I do believe, though, that the universe is at work already creating plans for us to be with each other....there is nothing that we can do to alter that. All we need do is love each other with every part of ourselves.
So, I simply open myself up to all the possibilities and surrender completely to the loving will of the Source. I know that when we are finally fully in each others presence that meeting will be with the blessing of the universe...as completely right and perfect as our love is.
So for now, let me take you in my arms, wrap you around me, devour you....give you more pleasure than ever known. There is nothing else I'm on this earth to do right at this moment but give myself to you...so take me and all the love and passion I have for you, my beloved.
......ready for you now, but waiting patiently.........your loving t
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Monday, February 11, 2008
Reach out & touch someone...
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 11:09 AM
To: Pluto
Subject: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
Hello, lover........your voice is still washing over me in waves of love and desire..........you are such a precious gift. mmmmm, this is heaven......when we are able to be together, it will be paradise......until then, I'm loving you completely and totally.. my lover-man, my soul mate..........your Emma
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 8:17 AM
Subject: RE: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
I love it when I'm totally engrossed in something, then the thought of you comes into my head and heart and I can hear your voice whisper in my ear, then a message from you pops up on my computer....you are a precious jewel, my seetheart......and you make my soul complete
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 08:15:15 -0700
so does that mean you heard me screaming out your name about 1:30 eastern, last night? hehehe
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Marianne Williamson
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 11:17:34 -0700
I get nervous sometimes about offending you with my language and my lack of discretion in talking about stuff. You and I are edge dwellers and that is such a gift to me, because most people would judge me for the way I think and talk. I'm resting in the knowledge that you love me completely and that I'm not "too far out there" for you......I don't think I am.
Here's the quote from A Woman's Worth:
"A woman in love is drunk with something. There's a chemical syrup that permeates her cells, a place in her being where hormones meet God. It's hell or heaven or both. If we could harness its power, we could heal the world.
"And that's the point. A woman in love can do anything. She can run a business, bear children, create art, make love, cook meals, lead a nation, and figure out how to look great. But if she is not in love, she lack energy; and if she is in love but spurned, she can lack the will to live. Women need to be in love: with themselves, with a man, with a child, with a project, with a job, with their country, with the planet, and - most important - with life itself. Women in love are closer to enlightenment. For angels and lovers, everything sparkles."
Pretty awesome.........I just turned on the 25th Saturday Night Live show that I taped a few nights ago, so I'm going to laugh for a while...............................loving you, T.........your Emma
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 11:39 AM
You truly are my destination and my home....I sometimes can't bring right words to mind or to my lips when we talk...you know that of course. The shear power of what we have sometimes tongue-ties me. Know that I can't see anything about the future right now except that you and I are together in it. I sometimes get over-zealous trying to do god's job of creating it....I just want to touch you so badly.... Well here we go again....I got your message right in the middle of my tying this!
You have nothing to be nervous about....your openness and honesty are some of your most powerful gifts.., "It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...." (sound familiar?) ..know that I do love you COMPLETELY.
I saw some of the SNL show on Sunday...it's a pisser....enjoy it!!
I love the quote...just being with you has taught me the depth and power of a woman's love...
Sitting next to you just breathing you in....T
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 2:50 PM
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:
Oh my love...........welcome home............we have nothing to fear, do we? Words also fail me and I get frustrated with that (don't we?) Thank you for loving me completely.
Sometimes I go even further out on the edge, especially with people like Jennifer, because it just might save her life (like telling her she's a "sick b****" - she understands when I tell her that). But I love the edge (don't we?) We can sometimes evoke the greatest healing out there.
Our lives are truly miraculuous.....our powerful co-creating leaves me in awe. I think I'm a bit afraid of OUR light....it is so powerful......you are right my love, we don't know just how powerful it is..........but I'm looking forward to finding out with you......hand in hand as we walk toward the abyss...................in love with you completely...........your Emma
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 12:12 PM
Subject: RE:
Ahhhh, the edge(home)....there's no other place I'd rather be, especially hand in hand with you. OUR light is power beyond our wildest dreams...I understand and share your fear of it. Someday we'll do the "golden light" taoist meditation together and bring that light into our joint consciousness. We have much healing work to do together in our future..........and we'll need all of that power and more.
I want to kiss you now.... slowly, passionately, holding your head in my hands, lips pressing and moving, moist and succulent... sucking your lower lip into my mouth...tasting our love....tongues flicking and playing....looking deeply into your eyes
Thank you my darling for the gift of your love......it is a treasure......................................moving ever closer to our edge....your P(loving you so desperately that I'm willing to go beyond the edge with you)
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 12:12:22 -0700
Once again, we are so totally in sync...........I'm ready to go to the ends of the edge with you.....and beyond. I look forward to doing the light meditation with you. we have so much to manifest.
I can feel you kissing me with deepest intention and love. Know that I am returning each kiss with my own, lovingly, passionately, eternally. I love the way you taste.
Let's manifest all we can be together and individually.......which will be the same thing, won't it? We can heal our future and our past and provide healing to the world. I love you wholeheartedly, my divine lover..............yours forever, Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
Hello, lover........your voice is still washing over me in waves of love and desire..........you are such a precious gift. mmmmm, this is heaven......when we are able to be together, it will be paradise......until then, I'm loving you completely and totally.. my lover-man, my soul mate..........your Emma
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 8:17 AM
Subject: RE: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
I love it when I'm totally engrossed in something, then the thought of you comes into my head and heart and I can hear your voice whisper in my ear, then a message from you pops up on my computer....you are a precious jewel, my seetheart......and you make my soul complete
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 08:15:15 -0700
so does that mean you heard me screaming out your name about 1:30 eastern, last night? hehehe
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Marianne Williamson
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 11:17:34 -0700
I get nervous sometimes about offending you with my language and my lack of discretion in talking about stuff. You and I are edge dwellers and that is such a gift to me, because most people would judge me for the way I think and talk. I'm resting in the knowledge that you love me completely and that I'm not "too far out there" for you......I don't think I am.
Here's the quote from A Woman's Worth:
"A woman in love is drunk with something. There's a chemical syrup that permeates her cells, a place in her being where hormones meet God. It's hell or heaven or both. If we could harness its power, we could heal the world.
"And that's the point. A woman in love can do anything. She can run a business, bear children, create art, make love, cook meals, lead a nation, and figure out how to look great. But if she is not in love, she lack energy; and if she is in love but spurned, she can lack the will to live. Women need to be in love: with themselves, with a man, with a child, with a project, with a job, with their country, with the planet, and - most important - with life itself. Women in love are closer to enlightenment. For angels and lovers, everything sparkles."
Pretty awesome.........I just turned on the 25th Saturday Night Live show that I taped a few nights ago, so I'm going to laugh for a while...............................loving you, T.........your Emma
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 11:39 AM
You truly are my destination and my home....I sometimes can't bring right words to mind or to my lips when we talk...you know that of course. The shear power of what we have sometimes tongue-ties me. Know that I can't see anything about the future right now except that you and I are together in it. I sometimes get over-zealous trying to do god's job of creating it....I just want to touch you so badly.... Well here we go again....I got your message right in the middle of my tying this!
You have nothing to be nervous about....your openness and honesty are some of your most powerful gifts.., "It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...." (sound familiar?) ..know that I do love you COMPLETELY.
I saw some of the SNL show on Sunday...it's a pisser....enjoy it!!
I love the quote...just being with you has taught me the depth and power of a woman's love...
Sitting next to you just breathing you in....T
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 2:50 PM
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:
Oh my love...........welcome home............we have nothing to fear, do we? Words also fail me and I get frustrated with that (don't we?) Thank you for loving me completely.
Sometimes I go even further out on the edge, especially with people like Jennifer, because it just might save her life (like telling her she's a "sick b****" - she understands when I tell her that). But I love the edge (don't we?) We can sometimes evoke the greatest healing out there.
Our lives are truly miraculuous.....our powerful co-creating leaves me in awe. I think I'm a bit afraid of OUR light....it is so powerful......you are right my love, we don't know just how powerful it is..........but I'm looking forward to finding out with you......hand in hand as we walk toward the abyss...................in love with you completely...........your Emma
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 12:12 PM
Subject: RE:
Ahhhh, the edge(home)....there's no other place I'd rather be, especially hand in hand with you. OUR light is power beyond our wildest dreams...I understand and share your fear of it. Someday we'll do the "golden light" taoist meditation together and bring that light into our joint consciousness. We have much healing work to do together in our future..........and we'll need all of that power and more.
I want to kiss you now.... slowly, passionately, holding your head in my hands, lips pressing and moving, moist and succulent... sucking your lower lip into my mouth...tasting our love....tongues flicking and playing....looking deeply into your eyes
Thank you my darling for the gift of your love......it is a treasure......................................moving ever closer to our edge....your P(loving you so desperately that I'm willing to go beyond the edge with you)
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 12:12:22 -0700
Once again, we are so totally in sync...........I'm ready to go to the ends of the edge with you.....and beyond. I look forward to doing the light meditation with you. we have so much to manifest.
I can feel you kissing me with deepest intention and love. Know that I am returning each kiss with my own, lovingly, passionately, eternally. I love the way you taste.
Let's manifest all we can be together and individually.......which will be the same thing, won't it? We can heal our future and our past and provide healing to the world. I love you wholeheartedly, my divine lover..............yours forever, Emma
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Love, Chocolate & Strange Attractors
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
Subject: G'mornin
I woke up singing this song this morning..."I just want to celebrate....another day of livin'....". Don't ask me why. The dog thought it was pretty strange, anyway.
Glad you were finally able to get to your work messages. It did feel weird not having our daily conversation. It was a great excuse to do voices though...not that we need one. You're right about the flow of our relationship....smooth as silk.
Don't worry about pulling my covers (are we back to Freud again??...sorry, no little black something today). One of my big lessons in this life (and I'm still getting used to it) is that holding your cards close to your vest only goes so far. Remind me to tell you the story of the little boy in the supermarket someday....but that's for another day...I can't tell you all my secrets in one day, now can I?
Hey, I found something cool in my mailbox!!...Thank you, you're a sweetheart! I love the cover graphics, kind of reminds me of the computer drawings of "strange attractors"...and oooooh those
hugs....(remember...every one you send comes back double).
Well, now I've got something to listen to today besides the hum of my computer. I guess I better do some work......
My day is already delicious..............hope yours is.........love you too, P
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: G'mornin
Date: Tue, 14 Sep
I'm glad the music arrived! Enjoy. It's a good sign when you wake up singing "Celebrate."
What an affirmation to be invited to speak to a high school class! I'd love to see you in action. I'm sure I'll get the opportunity some day.......I hope it is soon. (No, I'm not being Freudian again!!!) Your true self is powerful, indeed, and I am honored that you have shared it so freely with me. The world needs you in order to heal, my Pluto.
So no "little black something" today, huh? I never knew that Taurus and Scorpio were such a powerful combo........but we already knew that didn't we.......and are discovering it more and more each day. Astrologically, it is sort of the yin-yang thing with those two signs......but with us, we are the same. I don't feel incomplete and I don't think you are incomplete..........but we are so much the same, it makes an even more powerful connection. I don't know if that makes any sense. By the way, Taurus and Sag are death to one another, at least in my limited experience (hahahaha)...........
One of my women friends is an attorney and her firm is doing a client appreciation gig Thursday night by hosting dinner aboard a cruise ship that goes up and down the river. If there is room, she's going to invite me so I can do some networking. May turn up some job prospects.
What are strange attractors? (Other than us, I mean!) Is it like a fractal?
Talk to you soon, sweet Pluto.........................love, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: ps
Any excuse for another hug is just fine with me. The CD is incredible isn't it. The cut entitled "fear" is compelling. Yes, she reaches right into us. Thank you for the .gif.........it is beautiful. I love fractals and agree that they represent the paradox (balance?) between order and chaos. Like the I Ching, nothing stays in equilibrium for long but ebbs and flows.
I'm scared about next week but also very excited to learn what the astrologer has to say. What time do you meet with her on Tuesday? I'll be there, you know.
I'll write a bit more later. I need to read some other e-mail (I always read yours first!).........love, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE: ps
I'm meeting with The astrologer at 3:30 my time...I'll save a seat for you. Actually, I think she only has 2 chairs in the room we're meeting in, so you'll have to sit on my lap, OK? ...............L, P
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject:RE: ps
no place else I'd rather be!!...............love, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE: ps
Somehow I knew that....but it's nice to hear you say it anyway....Love, P
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject:
Just heard Sarah say "...your love is better than chocolate....".................!!!
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
Hard to believe.......but true............!!
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
With all that we've encountered in the last couple of months I'm not sure there's much left that is hard to believe....on the other hand, we are talking about chocolate
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
I know...I thought about that, too, after I sent that last message. Especially if we're talking about Godiva's dark chocolate (mmmmmmmmm, can't get enough of that!!) Sometimes M&Ms work just as well, though! One day I walked into our finance person's office and said, "Hand over the chocolate and no one gets hurt!" A few weeks ago he brought me a box o Godiva just because he heard I like it. Pretty nice, huh.
However, since we'll never be through with this (you are stuck with me!)....I guess we can have both. Being the greedy little Taurus that I am, I like that idea And since there are so many lifetimes between us, it really doesn't matter.....we will be connected in ways we may never fully understand.
One of the horoscopes I was reading talking about Taurus and Scorpio said, "there is soul mate material here." I thought, "Well, duh!".........we already knew that.............love you, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
Chocolate and love in the same sentence conjures up all sorts of devilish little scenarios in my mind...but I suppose I'd better keep them to myself for now..........love, P
p.s. does godiva make chocolate syrup that comes in a squeeze bottle?
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
You just hit upon one of my fantasies :-)
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
I know ;-)
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
Oh, of course you did.........how silly of me to think otherwise!!!
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject:
I have to go downtown and I may not get back before you leave. If not, here's a to keep you until tomorrow. I'll be here another 20 minutes or so......love,
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
OK....I'll be there with you....which reminds me of a song I heard a street musician singing in Northampton....
"...you can't get rid of me, I'm in your DNA..."
have a good meeting and stay centered!!
Big wet slobbering chocolate kiss............P
To: Emma(H)
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
Subject: G'mornin
I woke up singing this song this morning..."I just want to celebrate....another day of livin'....". Don't ask me why. The dog thought it was pretty strange, anyway.
Glad you were finally able to get to your work messages. It did feel weird not having our daily conversation. It was a great excuse to do voices though...not that we need one. You're right about the flow of our relationship....smooth as silk.
Don't worry about pulling my covers (are we back to Freud again??...sorry, no little black something today
Hey, I found something cool in my mailbox!!...Thank you, you're a sweetheart! I love the cover graphics, kind of reminds me of the computer drawings of "strange attractors"...and oooooh those
hugs....(remember...every one you send comes back double).
Well, now I've got something to listen to today besides the hum of my computer. I guess I better do some work......
My day is already delicious..............hope yours is.........love you too, P
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: G'mornin
Date: Tue, 14 Sep
I'm glad the music arrived! Enjoy. It's a good sign when you wake up singing "Celebrate."
What an affirmation to be invited to speak to a high school class! I'd love to see you in action. I'm sure I'll get the opportunity some day.......I hope it is soon. (No, I'm not being Freudian again!!!) Your true self is powerful, indeed, and I am honored that you have shared it so freely with me. The world needs you in order to heal, my Pluto.
So no "little black something" today, huh? I never knew that Taurus and Scorpio were such a powerful combo........but we already knew that didn't we.......and are discovering it more and more each day. Astrologically, it is sort of the yin-yang thing with those two signs......but with us, we are the same. I don't feel incomplete and I don't think you are incomplete..........but we are so much the same, it makes an even more powerful connection. I don't know if that makes any sense. By the way, Taurus and Sag are death to one another, at least in my limited experience (hahahaha)...........
One of my women friends is an attorney and her firm is doing a client appreciation gig Thursday night by hosting dinner aboard a cruise ship that goes up and down the river. If there is room, she's going to invite me so I can do some networking. May turn up some job prospects.
What are strange attractors? (Other than us, I mean!) Is it like a fractal?
Talk to you soon, sweet Pluto.........................love, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: ps
Any excuse for another hug is just fine with me. The CD is incredible isn't it. The cut entitled "fear" is compelling. Yes, she reaches right into us. Thank you for the .gif.........it is beautiful. I love fractals and agree that they represent the paradox (balance?) between order and chaos. Like the I Ching, nothing stays in equilibrium for long but ebbs and flows.
I'm scared about next week but also very excited to learn what the astrologer has to say. What time do you meet with her on Tuesday? I'll be there, you know.
I'll write a bit more later. I need to read some other e-mail (I always read yours first!).........love, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE: ps
I'm meeting with The astrologer at 3:30 my time...I'll save a seat for you. Actually, I think she only has 2 chairs in the room we're meeting in, so you'll have to sit on my lap, OK?
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject:RE: ps
no place else I'd rather be!!...............love, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE: ps
Somehow I knew that....but it's nice to hear you say it anyway....Love, P
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject:
Just heard Sarah say "...your love is better than chocolate....".................!!!
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
Hard to believe.......but true............!!
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
With all that we've encountered in the last couple of months I'm not sure there's much left that is hard to believe....on the other hand, we are talking about chocolate
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
I know...I thought about that, too, after I sent that last message. Especially if we're talking about Godiva's dark chocolate (mmmmmmmmm, can't get enough of that!!) Sometimes M&Ms work just as well, though! One day I walked into our finance person's office and said, "Hand over the chocolate and no one gets hurt!" A few weeks ago he brought me a box o Godiva just because he heard I like it. Pretty nice, huh.
However, since we'll never be through with this (you are stuck with me!)....I guess we can have both. Being the greedy little Taurus that I am, I like that idea
One of the horoscopes I was reading talking about Taurus and Scorpio said, "there is soul mate material here." I thought, "Well, duh!".........we already knew that.............love you, Emma
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
Chocolate and love in the same sentence conjures up all sorts of devilish little scenarios in my mind...but I suppose I'd better keep them to myself for now..........love, P
p.s. does godiva make chocolate syrup that comes in a squeeze bottle?
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
You just hit upon one of my fantasies :-)
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
I know ;-)
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
Oh, of course you did.........how silly of me to think otherwise!!!
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject:
I have to go downtown and I may not get back before you leave. If not, here's a to keep you until tomorrow. I'll be here another 20 minutes or so......love,
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:
OK....I'll be there with you....which reminds me of a song I heard a street musician singing in Northampton....
"...you can't get rid of me, I'm in your DNA..."
have a good meeting and stay centered!!
Big wet slobbering chocolate kiss............P
Saturday, January 5, 2008
edge dwellers
From: Emma
Sent: Sunday, September 12
To: Pluto
Subject: After the weekend
Hope you had a terrific weekend. It was gorgeous here...felt like fall in the mornings and evenings but was hot during the day. Very sweet. This was a weekend of play and household repairs for me. Friday night I went out to dinner with a group of friends to a fairly new Caribbean restaurant I've wanted to try. It was incredible! This afternoon a bunch of us went to see "Sixth Sense." It was very good and thrilling....very interesting twist at the end of the movie.
I'm really dreading work tomorrow. My spiritual advisor here says I don't have enough information to know if I'm supposed to leave by October 15th or not. She is advising against any rash decisions just like the I Ching and believes I still have work to do there. Crap!
I will look forward to more virtual hugs tomorrow...I really missed them over the weekend although I hadn't let go from last week. It's nice to get the regular reminders.
I went over to my ex's house to wish him a happy 50th today. It was kind of bittersweet... sometimes I feel so terribly alone and I guess this is one of those times. I know I'm not in the metaphysical sense, but in the physical realm I sometimes crave companionship. Weekends can be especially difficult... guess that's why I do so much with my friends. Ok, enough of this crap.
Can't wait to hear from you........make it soon, okay?............love, Emma
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Hey...
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
...you know how I was telling you that my go.com horoscope said this was going to be a time of romance for me? Well, I was looking at another horoscope on the web tonight and IT says it will be a Scorpio in "a little black something." Aaaaahahahaha
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
Subject: RE: mmmm
You're welcome!...hugs are one of those things that you can never really "give away"
I saw a silly foreign comedy on video this weekend called "Mouth to Mouth"(Spanish with subtitles). It's about a struggling actor who gets a job doing phone sex and what happens when he gets involved with one of the few female callers. Not academy award material, but it had a few laughs and was original at least.
phone's ringing............
Well, The astrologer just called (synchronicity??) to say she has done the charts and recommended another 1/2 hour.(I had originally scheduled a 1/2 hour) She didn't know if 1/2 hour would be enough and I still had a half hour credit from a Christmas gift so I scheduled the full hour ...still can't wait...patience, patience
Hope your day at work isn't too draining...just lean on me if you need too..........love, P
From: Pluto
To: "Emma
Subject:
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
The horoscopes you sent sound great...but I don't know how I could get any weirder...
How do you plan to get "funky"??
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: mmmm
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
Wow! It sounds like The astrologer has a lot to say!! Now I'm even more excited about this. It is very cool.
Hey, I wanted to say.....I don't think you're weird. (you asked how you could get any weirder...) You are definitely an edge-dweller, but that's one of the things I love about you...I'm an edge-dweller, too. In the early '80's my guiding principle was "never go farther than far, far too far." Twenty years has moderated me a lot, but I still tend to hang out there on the edge......it's where I feel most alive. I suspect that is true for you too.
I'm going to work now.....see you there.........love, E
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Emma
Subject:
I just wanted to be here when you arrived at work...I know how good it feels when you're waiting for me in the morning.
You're right; I am an "edge dweller" (I love that term!!) and love being that way. I'm less apt to act that way than think on the edge, however. As the astrologer would tell you, I tend to hold my cards close to my vest. Although I have done my share of going far, far too far, also. I love that you have been to the edge and back also. It must be one of the many past lives we have shared.
Have a perfect morning....talk to you soon.....Love, P
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
Yea! I finally got to read your message. It felt really good, just like you were sitting here with me, holding my hand and talking....I love that our conversations flow with such ease. I know you hold your cards close to your vest; but someday you won't feel the need to do that anymore....at least not with me. (oops, did I pull your covers on that one??) Actually you've shared a LOT with me...enough for me to know that we are the same person in so many respects. Like I said, my life is pretty transparent and I will talk about most anything....about the only thing I haven't told you about is what my women friends and I talk about and my sexual fantasies.
You asked last week if there would ever come a time when we were through with this....I don't think so....I think you're stuck with me...hope that's okay. 'Cuz I can't imagine not having contact with you at this point.
I agree that it's more my thoughts that are on the edge than anything else these days, and that's a safer, more mature way to be. Yep, it must be one of the many lives we are sharing. I'm really glad we get to share this one, too. Sometimes I wonder why it takes so long for people to find one another, but I don't think I would have been ready any sooner for something this special.
Have a delicious day, my loving friend............love you, Emma
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Subject: forgot!!
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
How could I forget.............. love, your P
Sent: Sunday, September 12
To: Pluto
Subject: After the weekend
Hope you had a terrific weekend. It was gorgeous here...felt like fall in the mornings and evenings but was hot during the day. Very sweet. This was a weekend of play and household repairs for me. Friday night I went out to dinner with a group of friends to a fairly new Caribbean restaurant I've wanted to try. It was incredible! This afternoon a bunch of us went to see "Sixth Sense." It was very good and thrilling....very interesting twist at the end of the movie.
I'm really dreading work tomorrow. My spiritual advisor here says I don't have enough information to know if I'm supposed to leave by October 15th or not. She is advising against any rash decisions just like the I Ching and believes I still have work to do there. Crap!
I will look forward to more virtual hugs tomorrow...I really missed them over the weekend although I hadn't let go from last week. It's nice to get the regular reminders.
I went over to my ex's house to wish him a happy 50th today. It was kind of bittersweet... sometimes I feel so terribly alone and I guess this is one of those times. I know I'm not in the metaphysical sense, but in the physical realm I sometimes crave companionship. Weekends can be especially difficult... guess that's why I do so much with my friends. Ok, enough of this crap.
Can't wait to hear from you........make it soon, okay?............love, Emma
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Hey...
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
...you know how I was telling you that my go.com horoscope said this was going to be a time of romance for me? Well, I was looking at another horoscope on the web tonight and IT says it will be a Scorpio in "a little black something." Aaaaahahahaha
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
Subject: RE: mmmm
You're welcome!...hugs are one of those things that you can never really "give away"
I saw a silly foreign comedy on video this weekend called "Mouth to Mouth"(Spanish with subtitles). It's about a struggling actor who gets a job doing phone sex and what happens when he gets involved with one of the few female callers. Not academy award material, but it had a few laughs and was original at least.
phone's ringing............
Well, The astrologer just called (synchronicity??) to say she has done the charts and recommended another 1/2 hour.(I had originally scheduled a 1/2 hour) She didn't know if 1/2 hour would be enough and I still had a half hour credit from a Christmas gift so I scheduled the full hour ...still can't wait...patience, patience
Hope your day at work isn't too draining...just lean on me if you need too..........love, P
From: Pluto
To: "Emma
Subject:
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
The horoscopes you sent sound great...but I don't know how I could get any weirder...
How do you plan to get "funky"??
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: mmmm
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
Wow! It sounds like The astrologer has a lot to say!! Now I'm even more excited about this. It is very cool.
Hey, I wanted to say.....I don't think you're weird. (you asked how you could get any weirder...) You are definitely an edge-dweller, but that's one of the things I love about you...I'm an edge-dweller, too. In the early '80's my guiding principle was "never go farther than far, far too far." Twenty years has moderated me a lot, but I still tend to hang out there on the edge......it's where I feel most alive. I suspect that is true for you too.
I'm going to work now.....see you there
-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Emma
Subject:
I just wanted to be here when you arrived at work...I know how good it feels when you're waiting for me in the morning.
You're right; I am an "edge dweller" (I love that term!!) and love being that way. I'm less apt to act that way than think on the edge, however. As the astrologer would tell you, I tend to hold my cards close to my vest. Although I have done my share of going far, far too far, also. I love that you have been to the edge and back also. It must be one of the many past lives we have shared.
Have a perfect morning....talk to you soon.....Love, P
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:
Yea! I finally got to read your message. It felt really good, just like you were sitting here with me, holding my hand and talking....I love that our conversations flow with such ease. I know you hold your cards close to your vest; but someday you won't feel the need to do that anymore....at least not with me. (oops, did I pull your covers on that one??) Actually you've shared a LOT with me...enough for me to know that we are the same person in so many respects. Like I said, my life is pretty transparent and I will talk about most anything....about the only thing I haven't told you about is what my women friends and I talk about and my sexual fantasies.
You asked last week if there would ever come a time when we were through with this....I don't think so....I think you're stuck with me...hope that's okay. 'Cuz I can't imagine not having contact with you at this point.
I agree that it's more my thoughts that are on the edge than anything else these days, and that's a safer, more mature way to be. Yep, it must be one of the many lives we are sharing. I'm really glad we get to share this one, too. Sometimes I wonder why it takes so long for people to find one another, but I don't think I would have been ready any sooner for something this special.
Have a delicious day, my loving friend............love you, Emma
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Subject: forgot!!
Date: Mon, 13 Sep
How could I forget...........
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