OOOOHHHH......ZZZZZZZ

From: Pluto
Sent: Thursday, September 09
To: Emma
Subject: the hell of it

Hi, I came back to the office because...well it's a long story...anyway I thought I would send you a quickie just for the hell of it.

Anyway, I decided to consult the sage about our common bad days and received #43, Breakthrough /Resolution with no changing lines. This must be an important message since it is the 2nd time we have seen it.

I think it means that it is time for us to turn resolutely against the dark element (within ourselves???) that currently rules the situation and force it out...this should be done by strongly and joyously announcing the "truth" at the "court of the king". I guess we'll have to meditate some more on this one!

Well, I'm off to a game...talk to you tomorrow AM...look forward to the "breakfast" you have waiting for me when I arrive.............lovingly and resolutely, T

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: the hell of it
Date: Fri, 10 Sep

I just had to re-read this....I'm still at home right now but will be leaving in about 30 minutes. I will affirm that we are able to identify the dark elements and resolutely shine the light of truth on them. The only way to banish dark is with light (now is that frikkin profound or what!?!?!?!)

Talk to you soon.............,Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Sent: Thursday, September 09
Subject: Breakfast is served..............

But first your neck massage. Close your eyes, I'm putting warm lotion on my hands, then run my hands on your neck and shoulders, my thumbs pressing into the sides of your neck pressing from the base of your neck up to your skull and back again, now into your shoulder muscles and back again. Imagine this continues for 15 minutes. Now lean your head back while I massage your face (I loooove face massages)......across forehead, down the sides of your face, under eyes and down cheeks, around mouth, back to your forehead paying attention to the area between your eyebrows and down either side of your nose. You start snoring.

Good morning, dear P. Let's plan to have an awesome day today, okay? I'm going to go in late after I stop by a coworker’s house for breakfast. She missed the palace coup yesterday. We walked in the park today while I filled her in and she said, "You know, I watched you in the meeting this morning (policy development committee I'm on with about 30 other people) and you were masterful in presenting what was a controversial issue and how it needed to be resolved. You know what you know and you are calm, articulate and extremely professional in your presentation and one by one the opposition came over to your side. Then I come out here and find out you didn't even get the courtesy of knowing what was happening to your department."

Another friend at work came in and said, "What the fuck is going on? Everyone knows where the problem is and it isn't you."

I'm glad others recognize what is going on.....It at least makes me feel better. Oh well.

I need to take my son off to the store for school supplies that he needs tomorrow that he just remembered! He has to learn how to write his name in Japanese by tomorrow.

How have the soccer games been? I know you are delighted by your kids....as I am by mine.

Talk to you soon....I'll be here until a little before 9 then at work by 10:30 or so...........love, Emma

From: Pluto
To: Emma
Subject: RE: Breakfast is served..............
Date: Fri, 10 Sep

OOOOOOOHHHHHH, don't stop.........zzzzzzzzzz......huh, oh...

Hey, did you get my last e-mail ab.....wait I gotta answer the phone....hey it's you!!.. as always we are operating on the same frequency.

Wish I could have been there for your meeting...sounds like you were awesome!

Soccer was great as always...the other team put a defender on my son man to man for the entire game...I guess his reputation is preceding him. It's nice to know that he's generating that kind of fear and respect. It is awfully frustrating to have somebody in your shorts for 2 hours, though. We managed to win though, despite all this and the team not playing its best. My son is learning how to adjust his game and play with that kind of pressure...it's a great lesson for him.

Can't wait to see what this day will bring for us...I believe it is a major turning point for each of us and our group...and possibly the two of us.(whatever that means!!) It will be interesting to hear what the astrologer has to say about our charts...I can't wait!

It was wonderful to hear your voice this morning...........talk to you later....always, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Friday, September 10
To: Pluto
Subject: Can't wait...

.....for you to meet with the astrologer. It should be very interesting, to say the least. I agree about this being a turning point for us individually and collectively.......stay tuned for further developments. I'm trying to see that the events happening at work are not about me, but are about others playing out their control dramas. I can choose to be victimized by this or I can choose to rise above it and continue to walk in the path of spirit. I am asking Spirit to give me a spirit of forgiveness and lovingkindness and to show me how to be of service today.

Hey, I've been wanting to ask you....do you like Sarah Maclachlan's music? I've been listening to her Mirrorball CD and it is lovely....she has incredible range and melodic quality. I was looking back at the personal info surveys we did a few weeks ago and remembered you like women singers. Of course, my women friends and I have some other questions we'd like to see included (such as Boxers or Briefs, favorite book, guiding principles, etc, etc-----don't you think those are important, relevant things???) and we came up with a few other questions but I don't remember what they were (yeah, that's it....I don't remember what they were :-))

Take care, P...............love you, Emma

wet & windy

From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: I'm back

The email server is back on line.....finally

Hope your run was satisfying. I love the idea of a retreat, and the Rockies is a perfect place...let's continue to manifest it.

The first day of school was uneventful. Afterwards, at soccer practice I had to play ambulance and take the goalkeeper from the team to the ER....dislocated finger. It turned out OK and it looks like he will be able to play in tonight's opener.

It must be hard to not see your son from time to time. My oldest son is living away from home now, and it's very hard to get used to. It doesn't get any easier when they get older.

Still lost in a dream.......love, P


-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: I'm back

Well, I just finished an e-mail to your home addy!! Well, you'll have one there, too.

For the most part, my custody arrangement works pretty well. He's with his dad a week and with me a week. The week he's gone I get to do my own thing...like eat ice cream for dinner, read books, take long hot bubble baths, etc. When he's with me, I'm pretty focused on what he's doing and showering him with lots of love and attention. I tend to be very generous with affection to people close to me...I'm so very Taurus! I can't imagine what it will be like when he goes away to school....he says he wants to go to MIT. I tell him he has to get LOTS of academic scholarships if he's going to do that!!

Ouch on the dislocated finger! My son jammed his index finger the end of school last year and it was swollen and bruised for 2 months. He was bummed because he couldn't grip a golf club!!

I'm thinking seriously about going to San Diego for xmas this year to see some long time friends. My son has never been there and it seems like a good time to get some sunshine. I have to be at work New Year's Eve....yes, you heard right.... Newfrickin Years Eve. We are expecting all hell to break loose. Of course, there's not much I can do so I tell everyone I'll be serving lobster and champagne!

I'm dreaming of a beach retreat with you. Sounds positively awesome. Also dreaming of a mountain retreat...let's create a vision of it and write it down or draw it, okay?.............love you, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: p.s.

I LOVED my Real Astrology horoscope for this week.......erupting with wet and windy brainstorms......kind of reminds me of the weather we had earlier this week!

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: RE: p.s.

I know....it sounds like something I'd like to be around to witness.(as long as you don't have any wet and windy brainfarts......................I can't believe I just said that...!?!?!?!?)

Anyway.....The New Year's eve lobster and champagne sounds great.....am I invited? Maybe you can call in "sick" and we can do the beach house thing instead.

It's a good idea to start writing these idea seedlings down so they can germinate.... I’m famous for having great ideas that never see reality...I suppose I need someone to give me a kick (I almost "misspelled" that as "kink".... where’s Freud when you need him?) once in a while.....Love, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: p.s.

aaaahahaha, I can't believe you said that either!!! You make me laugh! That's a good thing. Sure, come on down for lobster and champagne...nothing like spending New Years' Eve at work to make you feel loved and cherished, huh? Just as your e-mail came in, 2 women walked into my office with the new digital camera we just got for my department and they subjected me to a photo session. I told them to make sure they edit the pictures so I'm totally babe-ilicious! Haha. We'll see what they end up with. These women are so fun to be around...one works in my department and the other one works in IS...she's 25, has 8 tattoos and 22 piercings and she's the one who turned me on to Marianne Williamson. There are some totally awesome people here and that makes it worthwhile.

So you wanna kink in the bee-hind huh? I'll be your cosmic kick in the arse is you'll be mine. But gently, ok? love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject:

I'm struggling to understand the Real Astrology column for Scorpio and Sag. It doesn't seem to jive with the go.com one. I can't tell if it's positive or negative, or both.... any ideas.

I must confess I'm feeling a little down today...not sure what the real reason is...anyway thanks for being a light in my life that I can turn to.

Just make sure I get a copy of some of those (unedited) pictures!

Love, P


-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry you're down today. Anything in particular I can do? (caressing) You are a rich spiritual being and the universe has lovely things planned for you. You will be filled with light and goodness. And, I love you dearly.
I also thought the Scorp and Sadge readings were a bit enigmatic. What I got is that others may have a picture of you that isn't real and to follow your own true path. You have the light within you and all you are required to do is honor that and follow that light and all will be well for you and those around you. Not really negative or positive but seems to be, shall we say, a cosmic kick? Stand true to yourself and don't let yourself fall prey to others' fantasies about who you are.

Feel filled with light and healing energy...I am sending it to you each day..................love, Emma (are you sure you wouldn't rather have an edited photo????)

From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

You are a very special person, Emma...thank you for your love, faith and light and know that it is returned ten-fold. I couldn't ask for anything more than you've given already.... and, I love you, too. Sometimes my impatience for life can be my undoing...especially when time is the best remedy.

I get your interpretation of the Real Astrology...it sounds appropriate to what is happening for me right now. I'm looking forward to the time when we can have a long afternoon walk and talk about it..........well, someday.

You'll have to send both the edited and unedited versions so I can make an informed decision............. always...P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject:

So how do we manifest getting time to walk and talk together all afternoon?

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

That is the question isn't it? I guess this is where the patience part may come in. I have this book called "the inner art of manifestation" or something like that...written by, oh shit, I can't remember his name (something like….David Spangler?)...anyway, he spent many years at Findhorn in Scotland, where they perfected the process of manifestation (he provides many powerful examples). He outlines a real specific, detailed process by which we can make our dreams and desires manifest...I have used it to manifest parking places downtown, for example, and it seems to work.... I seldom have the patience for it, though. I want to share this process with you for this dream of ours...I'll bring the book in to work tomorrow and maybe we can talk on the phone about it. For now we can start by just living with the vision in our minds and hearts. Perhaps add all of the details, colors, smells, ...the sharp light and stark shadows......................after that, we'll just have to see what happens......you know, let go and let god......Love, P

Healing Touch

From: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Pluto
Subject:

You would not believe the rain we are getting right now. If I didn't know better, I'd think we were in a hurricane zone. Some hail is coming down as well. There is standing water of about 1-2 inches in the parking lot and it has been raining for only about 10 minutes. Spooky.

I agree, our meeting face2face will come one day; I get a little impatient at times and I know you do too. I enjoy our conversations and guess I have to be content with this means of communication for now...............l, Emma

----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

I am impatient. I also am a very "tactile" and physical person (high bodily-kinesthetic intelligence) ...so sometimes it feels weird to me when I can't put my hand on your shoulder while we talk....but as you say, we'll have to be content with "electronic presence" for now....all things in their own time, I guess.

It does sound spooky...have you ever experienced a hurricane? We had several when I lived on Long Island....it's quite an experience. It's a great excuse for a candlelight dinner.

----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 30, 1999 3:52 PM
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

I, too, am very tactile........but of course, we are. Also very visual. This is new to me too and feels weird because my normal means of communicating.....touch, sight....aren't available right now.

I've never experienced a hurricane, but love candlelight dinners. I've experienced many windstorms and they are no fun. It used to really frighten me when I was a kid. I'm pretty sure I would not like a hurricane all that much! The rain stopped and it is now "dead calm" (wasn't that the title of a Stephen King novel?) I mean there is NOTHING moving out there! This is almost spookier than the monsoon.

Damn, I hate being so impatient.....soon..........Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

You must be thinking of "Dead Zone"...which of course makes it even spookier!

Hurricanes can be really scary....usually you lose power, trees fall down, windows break. It must be a lot like a windstorm...but with lots of rain.

So, there must be some cosmic message in this "dead zone" you have there....any ideas??...........P

p.s. I really hate being impatient, too

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

cosmic message? Hmmmm.....not sure I want to know! I think I read the Dead Zone, though, before I got too creeped out to read Stephen King.

Just had a conversation with some supervisors...we may be heading for a lawsuit on the part of one of our trainees who is not doing well. That will be ugly.

Waaaaa....I wanna go home in 15 minutes! Have a great evening.......love,Emma


-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Pluto
Subject: End of the Day

Well, if you can just stay awake for another 30 minutes or so, you can go home!! Have a great evening........I enjoyed talking with you today and getting/giving healing touch. ................ love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Emma
Subject: RE: End of the Day

I know...but it seems like hours from now. I always enjoy our conversations and especially the healing touch.........but the hugs are my favorite....Love, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: End of the Day

okay, well one more to keep you going until tomorrow...........ready........assume the position ............................love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Emma
Subject: RE: End of the Day

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.................you're the best... do you think we can keep this up till September (the mega-month)??

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: End of the Day

I have no doubt we can keep this up (so to speak) until September.......I'm just scared of what will happen then!! hahahahahahahahahahaha...............talk to you tomorrow.

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Emma
Subject: RE: End of the Day

Me too!..............till tomorrow, P

A visceral sense

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject:
Date: Fri, 20 Aug

Hi again.....thanks for the note. It felt really good to get home and have a note from you. Today at the Women of Power healing I had several very interesting and intense things happen. One was a woman saying she was very worried about my work and my workplace.....without her knowing much of anything about it. She picked it up energetically through some of the work we did. Another thing was this incredible visceral sense about you and being connected to you which I don't really understand. And that maybe we will do some work about that at some point. And that I really want to do eyeballs.

So....for whatever that is worth..........love Emma


Date: Sat, 21 Aug
To: Emma
From: Pluto
Subject: Re:

This workshop sounds like a powerful experience...you'll have to tell me more about it. Maybe we can "do voices" again this coming week sometime.

So, a visceral sense, huh? I think you hit it on the head when you asked "are we the same person??" in one of your previous e-mails. I think we'll discover more about what this really means as time progresses.....'tis a mystery!...........It is exciting, though, isn't it?...and confusing, and fun, and .....?

Please take care of yourself at work! It sounds like some very strong energy...especially if people are picking upon it out of the blue. Let me know if there is anything I can do...and remember I am here for you.

Hope your weekend is perfect....Love, P


-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Sunday, August 22
To: Pluto
Subject: Lazy Sunday Afternoon

Hello, my friend. Thank you for your e-mail and words of encouragement. I'm not sure what you can do except to be the wonderful support you are. This connection is important to me and I value you as part of me. The visceral sense I got about you on Friday was as if you were there, in the room with me or somehow within me.

I'm still reeling from all the stuff I experienced Friday. I had to come home and take a nice long walk with the dog Friday evening and I had a headache all day yesterday. It was kind of a low-grade thing that niggled all day long. Went to a potluck with some of my AA homies last night and laughed uproariously at silly shit from the past and present. One of the things I'm most grateful for these days is the ability to find humor in most all areas of life.....particularly the ability to laugh at myself.

Trust you had a good weekend. Did you take your son to NY for school? Lots of people are doing that this time of year. Autumn always feels like a time of new beginnings to me.

I probably won't go to SF until the end of September. Like most government agencies, they can't get their shit together to move very fast. We'll see what pans out.....perhaps it's like you said and a distraction from my true path......in which case the universe will see to it that I don't get distracted.... because that's what universe has done for the last 2 years...... removed everything from my life that was keeping me from following my path. A relationship was removed from my life (which I had struggled to hang on to for the 2 prior years); my home was removed as an obstacle to my path (and replaced with one that is perfect for me); my birth family was eliminated as a source of attachment; etc. I have had to rely on Spirit and nothing else for guidance. Finally, I guess spirit said, "Ok, I'll give you some people in your life who will help you on your path, but they'll all live really, really far away so you don't forget that you must look within for the Source."

Wow.....how did I get off on that riff??

I like my life and am at peace. I really crave companionship at times, though, but I don't think I'm supposed to be in any kind of romantic relationship right now. I'll have to be content with good friends for now......I certainly don't want to "push the river" on that part of my life......I always make a mess when I do!! :-)

Sheesh! This is just getting worse instead of better! I'd better shut up for now or I'll blurt out my entire life! Must be part of the residual from my powerful day....I'm getting way too open here.

Take care, Universal P and stay in touch........................love, Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 23
Subject: RE: Lazy Sunday Afternoon

Boy, just when it started getting good you stopped opening up....only kidding. Don't ever worry about censoring what you say to me, though. With relationships that are as old as ours is (now there's something to think about!), and as deeply connected as we are, it's hard to be anything but open. Such connections can be scary as hell, but hey...I'm a sucker for a good roller coaster or Stephen King novel. Sometimes I think the river of our lives hits the white water rapids and the "pushing" that we do is to try to get it to stop. In any case, it's best to pull your paddle out of the water and just enjoy the ride.

I think romantic relationships are, by definition, messy. I am hopelessly romantic and sentimental and sometimes the lines between friends and lovers become a little fuzzy. Imagine the messes I've created!!

Don't stop getting off (that wasn't a Freudian slip, was it??...) on all those "riffs".... it's wonderful to hear them. As far as staying in touch is concerned...just try and stop me (the river) ...............love, P