To: Pluto
Subject:
Date: Fri, 20 Aug
Hi again.....thanks for the note. It felt really good to get home and have a note from you. Today at the Women of Power healing I had several very interesting and intense things happen. One was a woman saying she was very worried about my work and my workplace.....without her knowing much of anything about it. She picked it up energetically through some of the work we did. Another thing was this incredible visceral sense about you and being connected to you which I don't really understand. And that maybe we will do some work about that at some point. And that I really want to do eyeballs.
So....for whatever that is worth..........love Emma
Date: Sat, 21 Aug
To: Emma
From: Pluto
Subject: Re:
This workshop sounds like a powerful experience...you'll have to tell me more about it. Maybe we can "do voices" again this coming week sometime.
So, a visceral sense, huh? I think you hit it on the head when you asked "are we the same person??" in one of your previous e-mails. I think we'll discover more about what this really means as time progresses.....'tis a mystery!...........It is exciting, though, isn't it?...and confusing, and fun, and .....?
Please take care of yourself at work! It sounds like some very strong energy...especially if people are picking upon it out of the blue. Let me know if there is anything I can do...and remember I am here for you.
Hope your weekend is perfect....Love, P
-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Sunday, August 22
To: Pluto
Subject: Lazy Sunday Afternoon
Hello, my friend. Thank you for your e-mail and words of encouragement. I'm not sure what you can do except to be the wonderful support you are. This connection is important to me and I value you as part of me. The visceral sense I got about you on Friday was as if you were there, in the room with me or somehow within me.
I'm still reeling from all the stuff I experienced Friday. I had to come home and take a nice long walk with the dog Friday evening and I had a headache all day yesterday. It was kind of a low-grade thing that niggled all day long. Went to a potluck with some of my AA homies last night and laughed uproariously at silly shit from the past and present. One of the things I'm most grateful for these days is the ability to find humor in most all areas of life.....particularly the ability to laugh at myself.
Trust you had a good weekend. Did you take your son to NY for school? Lots of people are doing that this time of year. Autumn always feels like a time of new beginnings to me.
I probably won't go to SF until the end of September. Like most government agencies, they can't get their shit together to move very fast. We'll see what pans out.....perhaps it's like you said and a distraction from my true path......in which case the universe will see to it that I don't get distracted.... because that's what universe has done for the last 2 years...... removed everything from my life that was keeping me from following my path. A relationship was removed from my life (which I had struggled to hang on to for the 2 prior years); my home was removed as an obstacle to my path (and replaced with one that is perfect for me); my birth family was eliminated as a source of attachment; etc. I have had to rely on Spirit and nothing else for guidance. Finally, I guess spirit said, "Ok, I'll give you some people in your life who will help you on your path, but they'll all live really, really far away so you don't forget that you must look within for the Source."
Wow.....how did I get off on that riff??
I like my life and am at peace. I really crave companionship at times, though, but I don't think I'm supposed to be in any kind of romantic relationship right now. I'll have to be content with good friends for now......I certainly don't want to "push the river" on that part of my life......I always make a mess when I do!! :-)
Sheesh! This is just getting worse instead of better! I'd better shut up for now or I'll blurt out my entire life!
Take care, Universal P and stay in touch........................love, Emma
----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 23
Subject: RE: Lazy Sunday Afternoon
Boy, just when it started getting good you stopped opening up....only kidding. Don't ever worry about censoring what you say to me, though. With relationships that are as old as ours is (now there's something to think about!), and as deeply connected as we are, it's hard to be anything but open. Such connections can be scary as hell, but hey...I'm a sucker for a good roller coaster or Stephen King novel. Sometimes I think the river of our lives hits the white water rapids and the "pushing" that we do is to try to get it to stop. In any case, it's best to pull your paddle out of the water and just enjoy the ride.
I think romantic relationships are, by definition, messy. I am hopelessly romantic and sentimental and sometimes the lines between friends and lovers become a little fuzzy. Imagine the messes I've created!!
Don't stop getting off (that wasn't a Freudian slip, was it??...
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