I've Been Waiting For You...

From: Pluto
Sent: Thursday, September 30, 1999 7:57 AM
To: Emma
Subject: Hi...


...I've been waiting for you. Pull me close so I can smell your sweetness and you can tell me that you love me and I'll take you on a journey to heaven...right here in our soft embrace...

My love is burning for you today....brighter and brighter each day.

Ohhhhhh my Emma......you've become my whole world today....T

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Thursday, September 30, 1999 8:29 AM
To: Pluto
Subject:

mmmmmmmmmm, thank you my sweet lover for being here with me................you are my whole world as well. Thank you for the passionate kisses you gave me in the exam room!!..........I like it a lot!! Did I tell you yet today that I love you? If I said it a thousand times it wouldn't compare to the depth of love that I feel for you....you are my entire world as Well...............................soon, lover.....................your Emma

From: Pluto
To: Emma(H) >
Subject:
Date: Thu, 30 Sep 1999 08:15:56 -0400

Ahhhhhhhh, my love....you can't imagine the peace and joy your love brings me. I melt with every touch, every glance, every kiss, every embrace....even though we are miles apart I truly feel your touch right down to my core.

I wish I could be with you in Colorado.....I know we mustn't push the flow of "the Tao", but I long to breathe your scent, touch your hair, taste your skin. I do believe, though, that the universe is at work already creating plans for us to be with each other....there is nothing that we can do to alter that. All we need do is love each other with every part of ourselves.
So, I simply open myself up to all the possibilities and surrender completely to the loving will of the Source. I know that when we are finally fully in each others presence that meeting will be with the blessing of the universe...as completely right and perfect as our love is.

So for now, let me take you in my arms, wrap you around me, devour you....give you more pleasure than ever known. There is nothing else I'm on this earth to do right at this moment but give myself to you...so take me and all the love and passion I have for you, my beloved.

......ready for you now, but waiting patiently.........your loving t

Reach out & touch someone...

Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 11:09 AM
To: Pluto
Subject: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."

Hello, lover........your voice is still washing over me in waves of love and desire..........you are such a precious gift. mmmmm, this is heaven......when we are able to be together, it will be paradise......until then, I'm loving you completely and totally.. my lover-man, my soul mate..........your Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 8:17 AM
Subject: RE: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."

I love it when I'm totally engrossed in something, then the thought of you comes into my head and heart and I can hear your voice whisper in my ear, then a message from you pops up on my computer....you are a precious jewel, my seetheart......and you make my soul complete

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: "Reach out, reach out and touch someone...."
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 08:15:15 -0700

so does that mean you heard me screaming out your name about 1:30 eastern, last night? hehehe

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Marianne Williamson
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 11:17:34 -0700

I get nervous sometimes about offending you with my language and my lack of discretion in talking about stuff. You and I are edge dwellers and that is such a gift to me, because most people would judge me for the way I think and talk. I'm resting in the knowledge that you love me completely and that I'm not "too far out there" for you......I don't think I am.

Here's the quote from A Woman's Worth:

"A woman in love is drunk with something. There's a chemical syrup that permeates her cells, a place in her being where hormones meet God. It's hell or heaven or both. If we could harness its power, we could heal the world.

"And that's the point. A woman in love can do anything. She can run a business, bear children, create art, make love, cook meals, lead a nation, and figure out how to look great. But if she is not in love, she lack energy; and if she is in love but spurned, she can lack the will to live. Women need to be in love: with themselves, with a man, with a child, with a project, with a job, with their country, with the planet, and - most important - with life itself. Women in love are closer to enlightenment. For angels and lovers, everything sparkles."

Pretty awesome.........I just turned on the 25th Saturday Night Live show that I taped a few nights ago, so I'm going to laugh for a while...............................loving you, T.........your Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 11:39 AM

You truly are my destination and my home....I sometimes can't bring right words to mind or to my lips when we talk...you know that of course. The shear power of what we have sometimes tongue-ties me. Know that I can't see anything about the future right now except that you and I are together in it. I sometimes get over-zealous trying to do god's job of creating it....I just want to touch you so badly.... Well here we go again....I got your message right in the middle of my tying this!

You have nothing to be nervous about....your openness and honesty are some of your most powerful gifts.., "It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...." (sound familiar?) ..know that I do love you COMPLETELY.

I saw some of the SNL show on Sunday...it's a pisser....enjoy it!!

I love the quote...just being with you has taught me the depth and power of a woman's love...

Sitting next to you just breathing you in....T

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 2:50 PM
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:

Oh my love...........welcome home............we have nothing to fear, do we? Words also fail me and I get frustrated with that (don't we?) Thank you for loving me completely.

Sometimes I go even further out on the edge, especially with people like Jennifer, because it just might save her life (like telling her she's a "sick b****" - she understands when I tell her that). But I love the edge (don't we?) We can sometimes evoke the greatest healing out there.

Our lives are truly miraculuous.....our powerful co-creating leaves me in awe. I think I'm a bit afraid of OUR light....it is so powerful......you are right my love, we don't know just how powerful it is..........but I'm looking forward to finding out with you......hand in hand as we walk toward the abyss...................in love with you completely...........your Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 29, 1999 12:12 PM
Subject: RE:

Ahhhh, the edge(home)....there's no other place I'd rather be, especially hand in hand with you. OUR light is power beyond our wildest dreams...I understand and share your fear of it. Someday we'll do the "golden light" taoist meditation together and bring that light into our joint consciousness. We have much healing work to do together in our future..........and we'll need all of that power and more.

I want to kiss you now.... slowly, passionately, holding your head in my hands, lips pressing and moving, moist and succulent... sucking your lower lip into my mouth...tasting our love....tongues flicking and playing....looking deeply into your eyes

Thank you my darling for the gift of your love......it is a treasure......................................moving ever closer to our edge....your P(loving you so desperately that I'm willing to go beyond the edge with you)

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re:
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 12:12:22 -0700

Once again, we are so totally in sync...........I'm ready to go to the ends of the edge with you.....and beyond. I look forward to doing the light meditation with you. we have so much to manifest.

I can feel you kissing me with deepest intention and love. Know that I am returning each kiss with my own, lovingly, passionately, eternally. I love the way you taste.

Let's manifest all we can be together and individually.......which will be the same thing, won't it? We can heal our future and our past and provide healing to the world. I love you wholeheartedly, my divine lover..............yours forever, Emma

Love, Chocolate & Strange Attractors

From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
Subject: G'mornin

I woke up singing this song this morning..."I just want to celebrate....another day of livin'....". Don't ask me why. The dog thought it was pretty strange, anyway.

Glad you were finally able to get to your work messages. It did feel weird not having our daily conversation. It was a great excuse to do voices though...not that we need one. You're right about the flow of our relationship....smooth as silk.

Don't worry about pulling my covers (are we back to Freud again??...sorry, no little black something today). One of my big lessons in this life (and I'm still getting used to it) is that holding your cards close to your vest only goes so far. Remind me to tell you the story of the little boy in the supermarket someday....but that's for another day...I can't tell you all my secrets in one day, now can I?

Hey, I found something cool in my mailbox!!...Thank you, you're a sweetheart! I love the cover graphics, kind of reminds me of the computer drawings of "strange attractors"...and oooooh those
hugs....(remember...every one you send comes back double).

Well, now I've got something to listen to today besides the hum of my computer. I guess I better do some work......

My day is already delicious..............hope yours is.........love you too, P


From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: G'mornin
Date: Tue, 14 Sep

I'm glad the music arrived! Enjoy. It's a good sign when you wake up singing "Celebrate."

What an affirmation to be invited to speak to a high school class! I'd love to see you in action. I'm sure I'll get the opportunity some day.......I hope it is soon. (No, I'm not being Freudian again!!!) Your true self is powerful, indeed, and I am honored that you have shared it so freely with me. The world needs you in order to heal, my Pluto.

So no "little black something" today, huh? I never knew that Taurus and Scorpio were such a powerful combo........but we already knew that didn't we.......and are discovering it more and more each day. Astrologically, it is sort of the yin-yang thing with those two signs......but with us, we are the same. I don't feel incomplete and I don't think you are incomplete..........but we are so much the same, it makes an even more powerful connection. I don't know if that makes any sense. By the way, Taurus and Sag are death to one another, at least in my limited experience (hahahaha)...........

One of my women friends is an attorney and her firm is doing a client appreciation gig Thursday night by hosting dinner aboard a cruise ship that goes up and down the river. If there is room, she's going to invite me so I can do some networking. May turn up some job prospects.

What are strange attractors? (Other than us, I mean!) Is it like a fractal?

Talk to you soon, sweet Pluto.........................love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: ps

Any excuse for another hug is just fine with me. The CD is incredible isn't it. The cut entitled "fear" is compelling. Yes, she reaches right into us. Thank you for the .gif.........it is beautiful. I love fractals and agree that they represent the paradox (balance?) between order and chaos. Like the I Ching, nothing stays in equilibrium for long but ebbs and flows.

I'm scared about next week but also very excited to learn what the astrologer has to say. What time do you meet with her on Tuesday? I'll be there, you know.

I'll write a bit more later. I need to read some other e-mail (I always read yours first!).........love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE: ps

I'm meeting with The astrologer at 3:30 my time...I'll save a seat for you. Actually, I think she only has 2 chairs in the room we're meeting in, so you'll have to sit on my lap, OK? ...............L, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject:RE: ps

no place else I'd rather be!!...............love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE: ps

Somehow I knew that....but it's nice to hear you say it anyway....Love, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject:

Just heard Sarah say "...your love is better than chocolate....".................!!!

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

Hard to believe.......but true............!!

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

With all that we've encountered in the last couple of months I'm not sure there's much left that is hard to believe....on the other hand, we are talking about chocolate

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

I know...I thought about that, too, after I sent that last message. Especially if we're talking about Godiva's dark chocolate (mmmmmmmmm, can't get enough of that!!) Sometimes M&Ms work just as well, though! One day I walked into our finance person's office and said, "Hand over the chocolate and no one gets hurt!" A few weeks ago he brought me a box o Godiva just because he heard I like it. Pretty nice, huh.

However, since we'll never be through with this (you are stuck with me!)....I guess we can have both. Being the greedy little Taurus that I am, I like that idea And since there are so many lifetimes between us, it really doesn't matter.....we will be connected in ways we may never fully understand.

One of the horoscopes I was reading talking about Taurus and Scorpio said, "there is soul mate material here." I thought, "Well, duh!".........we already knew that.............love you, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

Chocolate and love in the same sentence conjures up all sorts of devilish little scenarios in my mind...but I suppose I'd better keep them to myself for now..........love, P

p.s. does godiva make chocolate syrup that comes in a squeeze bottle?

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

You just hit upon one of my fantasies :-)

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

I know ;-)

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

Oh, of course you did.........how silly of me to think otherwise!!!

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Pluto
Subject:

I have to go downtown and I may not get back before you leave. If not, here's a to keep you until tomorrow. I'll be here another 20 minutes or so......love,

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, September 14
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

OK....I'll be there with you....which reminds me of a song I heard a street musician singing in Northampton....

"...you can't get rid of me, I'm in your DNA..."

have a good meeting and stay centered!!

Big wet slobbering chocolate kiss............P

edge dwellers

From: Emma
Sent: Sunday, September 12
To: Pluto
Subject: After the weekend

Hope you had a terrific weekend. It was gorgeous here...felt like fall in the mornings and evenings but was hot during the day. Very sweet. This was a weekend of play and household repairs for me. Friday night I went out to dinner with a group of friends to a fairly new Caribbean restaurant I've wanted to try. It was incredible! This afternoon a bunch of us went to see "Sixth Sense." It was very good and thrilling....very interesting twist at the end of the movie.

I'm really dreading work tomorrow. My spiritual advisor here says I don't have enough information to know if I'm supposed to leave by October 15th or not. She is advising against any rash decisions just like the I Ching and believes I still have work to do there. Crap!

I will look forward to more virtual hugs tomorrow...I really missed them over the weekend although I hadn't let go from last week. It's nice to get the regular reminders.

I went over to my ex's house to wish him a happy 50th today. It was kind of bittersweet... sometimes I feel so terribly alone and I guess this is one of those times. I know I'm not in the metaphysical sense, but in the physical realm I sometimes crave companionship. Weekends can be especially difficult... guess that's why I do so much with my friends. Ok, enough of this crap.

Can't wait to hear from you........make it soon, okay?............love, Emma

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Hey...
Date: Mon, 13 Sep

...you know how I was telling you that my go.com horoscope said this was going to be a time of romance for me? Well, I was looking at another horoscope on the web tonight and IT says it will be a Scorpio in "a little black something." Aaaaahahahaha

----- Original Message -----
From: Pluto
To: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
Subject: RE: mmmm

You're welcome!...hugs are one of those things that you can never really "give away"

I saw a silly foreign comedy on video this weekend called "Mouth to Mouth"(Spanish with subtitles). It's about a struggling actor who gets a job doing phone sex and what happens when he gets involved with one of the few female callers. Not academy award material, but it had a few laughs and was original at least.

phone's ringing............

Well, The astrologer just called (synchronicity??) to say she has done the charts and recommended another 1/2 hour.(I had originally scheduled a 1/2 hour) She didn't know if 1/2 hour would be enough and I still had a half hour credit from a Christmas gift so I scheduled the full hour ...still can't wait...patience, patience

Hope your day at work isn't too draining...just lean on me if you need too..........love, P

From: Pluto
To: "Emma
Subject:
Date: Mon, 13 Sep

The horoscopes you sent sound great...but I don't know how I could get any weirder...

How do you plan to get "funky"??

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: Re: mmmm
Date: Mon, 13 Sep

Wow! It sounds like The astrologer has a lot to say!! Now I'm even more excited about this. It is very cool.

Hey, I wanted to say.....I don't think you're weird. (you asked how you could get any weirder...) You are definitely an edge-dweller, but that's one of the things I love about you...I'm an edge-dweller, too. In the early '80's my guiding principle was "never go farther than far, far too far." Twenty years has moderated me a lot, but I still tend to hang out there on the edge......it's where I feel most alive. I suspect that is true for you too.

I'm going to work now.....see you there .........love, E

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Emma
Subject:

I just wanted to be here when you arrived at work...I know how good it feels when you're waiting for me in the morning.

You're right; I am an "edge dweller" (I love that term!!) and love being that way. I'm less apt to act that way than think on the edge, however. As the astrologer would tell you, I tend to hold my cards close to my vest. Although I have done my share of going far, far too far, also. I love that you have been to the edge and back also. It must be one of the many past lives we have shared.

Have a perfect morning....talk to you soon.....Love, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, September 13
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

Yea! I finally got to read your message. It felt really good, just like you were sitting here with me, holding my hand and talking....I love that our conversations flow with such ease. I know you hold your cards close to your vest; but someday you won't feel the need to do that anymore....at least not with me. (oops, did I pull your covers on that one??) Actually you've shared a LOT with me...enough for me to know that we are the same person in so many respects. Like I said, my life is pretty transparent and I will talk about most anything....about the only thing I haven't told you about is what my women friends and I talk about and my sexual fantasies.

You asked last week if there would ever come a time when we were through with this....I don't think so....I think you're stuck with me...hope that's okay. 'Cuz I can't imagine not having contact with you at this point.

I agree that it's more my thoughts that are on the edge than anything else these days, and that's a safer, more mature way to be. Yep, it must be one of the many lives we are sharing. I'm really glad we get to share this one, too. Sometimes I wonder why it takes so long for people to find one another, but I don't think I would have been ready any sooner for something this special.

Have a delicious day, my loving friend............love you, Emma


From: Pluto
To: Emma(H)
Subject: forgot!!
Date: Mon, 13 Sep

How could I forget.............. love, your P

OOOOHHHH......ZZZZZZZ

From: Pluto
Sent: Thursday, September 09
To: Emma
Subject: the hell of it

Hi, I came back to the office because...well it's a long story...anyway I thought I would send you a quickie just for the hell of it.

Anyway, I decided to consult the sage about our common bad days and received #43, Breakthrough /Resolution with no changing lines. This must be an important message since it is the 2nd time we have seen it.

I think it means that it is time for us to turn resolutely against the dark element (within ourselves???) that currently rules the situation and force it out...this should be done by strongly and joyously announcing the "truth" at the "court of the king". I guess we'll have to meditate some more on this one!

Well, I'm off to a game...talk to you tomorrow AM...look forward to the "breakfast" you have waiting for me when I arrive.............lovingly and resolutely, T

From: Emma
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: the hell of it
Date: Fri, 10 Sep

I just had to re-read this....I'm still at home right now but will be leaving in about 30 minutes. I will affirm that we are able to identify the dark elements and resolutely shine the light of truth on them. The only way to banish dark is with light (now is that frikkin profound or what!?!?!?!)

Talk to you soon.............,Emma

----- Original Message -----
From: Emma
To: Pluto
Sent: Thursday, September 09
Subject: Breakfast is served..............

But first your neck massage. Close your eyes, I'm putting warm lotion on my hands, then run my hands on your neck and shoulders, my thumbs pressing into the sides of your neck pressing from the base of your neck up to your skull and back again, now into your shoulder muscles and back again. Imagine this continues for 15 minutes. Now lean your head back while I massage your face (I loooove face massages)......across forehead, down the sides of your face, under eyes and down cheeks, around mouth, back to your forehead paying attention to the area between your eyebrows and down either side of your nose. You start snoring.

Good morning, dear P. Let's plan to have an awesome day today, okay? I'm going to go in late after I stop by a coworker’s house for breakfast. She missed the palace coup yesterday. We walked in the park today while I filled her in and she said, "You know, I watched you in the meeting this morning (policy development committee I'm on with about 30 other people) and you were masterful in presenting what was a controversial issue and how it needed to be resolved. You know what you know and you are calm, articulate and extremely professional in your presentation and one by one the opposition came over to your side. Then I come out here and find out you didn't even get the courtesy of knowing what was happening to your department."

Another friend at work came in and said, "What the fuck is going on? Everyone knows where the problem is and it isn't you."

I'm glad others recognize what is going on.....It at least makes me feel better. Oh well.

I need to take my son off to the store for school supplies that he needs tomorrow that he just remembered! He has to learn how to write his name in Japanese by tomorrow.

How have the soccer games been? I know you are delighted by your kids....as I am by mine.

Talk to you soon....I'll be here until a little before 9 then at work by 10:30 or so...........love, Emma

From: Pluto
To: Emma
Subject: RE: Breakfast is served..............
Date: Fri, 10 Sep

OOOOOOOHHHHHH, don't stop.........zzzzzzzzzz......huh, oh...

Hey, did you get my last e-mail ab.....wait I gotta answer the phone....hey it's you!!.. as always we are operating on the same frequency.

Wish I could have been there for your meeting...sounds like you were awesome!

Soccer was great as always...the other team put a defender on my son man to man for the entire game...I guess his reputation is preceding him. It's nice to know that he's generating that kind of fear and respect. It is awfully frustrating to have somebody in your shorts for 2 hours, though. We managed to win though, despite all this and the team not playing its best. My son is learning how to adjust his game and play with that kind of pressure...it's a great lesson for him.

Can't wait to see what this day will bring for us...I believe it is a major turning point for each of us and our group...and possibly the two of us.(whatever that means!!) It will be interesting to hear what the astrologer has to say about our charts...I can't wait!

It was wonderful to hear your voice this morning...........talk to you later....always, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Friday, September 10
To: Pluto
Subject: Can't wait...

.....for you to meet with the astrologer. It should be very interesting, to say the least. I agree about this being a turning point for us individually and collectively.......stay tuned for further developments. I'm trying to see that the events happening at work are not about me, but are about others playing out their control dramas. I can choose to be victimized by this or I can choose to rise above it and continue to walk in the path of spirit. I am asking Spirit to give me a spirit of forgiveness and lovingkindness and to show me how to be of service today.

Hey, I've been wanting to ask you....do you like Sarah Maclachlan's music? I've been listening to her Mirrorball CD and it is lovely....she has incredible range and melodic quality. I was looking back at the personal info surveys we did a few weeks ago and remembered you like women singers. Of course, my women friends and I have some other questions we'd like to see included (such as Boxers or Briefs, favorite book, guiding principles, etc, etc-----don't you think those are important, relevant things???) and we came up with a few other questions but I don't remember what they were (yeah, that's it....I don't remember what they were :-))

Take care, P...............love you, Emma

wet & windy

From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: I'm back

The email server is back on line.....finally

Hope your run was satisfying. I love the idea of a retreat, and the Rockies is a perfect place...let's continue to manifest it.

The first day of school was uneventful. Afterwards, at soccer practice I had to play ambulance and take the goalkeeper from the team to the ER....dislocated finger. It turned out OK and it looks like he will be able to play in tonight's opener.

It must be hard to not see your son from time to time. My oldest son is living away from home now, and it's very hard to get used to. It doesn't get any easier when they get older.

Still lost in a dream.......love, P


-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: I'm back

Well, I just finished an e-mail to your home addy!! Well, you'll have one there, too.

For the most part, my custody arrangement works pretty well. He's with his dad a week and with me a week. The week he's gone I get to do my own thing...like eat ice cream for dinner, read books, take long hot bubble baths, etc. When he's with me, I'm pretty focused on what he's doing and showering him with lots of love and attention. I tend to be very generous with affection to people close to me...I'm so very Taurus! I can't imagine what it will be like when he goes away to school....he says he wants to go to MIT. I tell him he has to get LOTS of academic scholarships if he's going to do that!!

Ouch on the dislocated finger! My son jammed his index finger the end of school last year and it was swollen and bruised for 2 months. He was bummed because he couldn't grip a golf club!!

I'm thinking seriously about going to San Diego for xmas this year to see some long time friends. My son has never been there and it seems like a good time to get some sunshine. I have to be at work New Year's Eve....yes, you heard right.... Newfrickin Years Eve. We are expecting all hell to break loose. Of course, there's not much I can do so I tell everyone I'll be serving lobster and champagne!

I'm dreaming of a beach retreat with you. Sounds positively awesome. Also dreaming of a mountain retreat...let's create a vision of it and write it down or draw it, okay?.............love you, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: p.s.

I LOVED my Real Astrology horoscope for this week.......erupting with wet and windy brainstorms......kind of reminds me of the weather we had earlier this week!

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: RE: p.s.

I know....it sounds like something I'd like to be around to witness.(as long as you don't have any wet and windy brainfarts......................I can't believe I just said that...!?!?!?!?)

Anyway.....The New Year's eve lobster and champagne sounds great.....am I invited? Maybe you can call in "sick" and we can do the beach house thing instead.

It's a good idea to start writing these idea seedlings down so they can germinate.... I’m famous for having great ideas that never see reality...I suppose I need someone to give me a kick (I almost "misspelled" that as "kink".... where’s Freud when you need him?) once in a while.....Love, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: p.s.

aaaahahaha, I can't believe you said that either!!! You make me laugh! That's a good thing. Sure, come on down for lobster and champagne...nothing like spending New Years' Eve at work to make you feel loved and cherished, huh? Just as your e-mail came in, 2 women walked into my office with the new digital camera we just got for my department and they subjected me to a photo session. I told them to make sure they edit the pictures so I'm totally babe-ilicious! Haha. We'll see what they end up with. These women are so fun to be around...one works in my department and the other one works in IS...she's 25, has 8 tattoos and 22 piercings and she's the one who turned me on to Marianne Williamson. There are some totally awesome people here and that makes it worthwhile.

So you wanna kink in the bee-hind huh? I'll be your cosmic kick in the arse is you'll be mine. But gently, ok? love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject:

I'm struggling to understand the Real Astrology column for Scorpio and Sag. It doesn't seem to jive with the go.com one. I can't tell if it's positive or negative, or both.... any ideas.

I must confess I'm feeling a little down today...not sure what the real reason is...anyway thanks for being a light in my life that I can turn to.

Just make sure I get a copy of some of those (unedited) pictures!

Love, P


-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry you're down today. Anything in particular I can do? (caressing) You are a rich spiritual being and the universe has lovely things planned for you. You will be filled with light and goodness. And, I love you dearly.
I also thought the Scorp and Sadge readings were a bit enigmatic. What I got is that others may have a picture of you that isn't real and to follow your own true path. You have the light within you and all you are required to do is honor that and follow that light and all will be well for you and those around you. Not really negative or positive but seems to be, shall we say, a cosmic kick? Stand true to yourself and don't let yourself fall prey to others' fantasies about who you are.

Feel filled with light and healing energy...I am sending it to you each day..................love, Emma (are you sure you wouldn't rather have an edited photo????)

From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

You are a very special person, Emma...thank you for your love, faith and light and know that it is returned ten-fold. I couldn't ask for anything more than you've given already.... and, I love you, too. Sometimes my impatience for life can be my undoing...especially when time is the best remedy.

I get your interpretation of the Real Astrology...it sounds appropriate to what is happening for me right now. I'm looking forward to the time when we can have a long afternoon walk and talk about it..........well, someday.

You'll have to send both the edited and unedited versions so I can make an informed decision............. always...P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Pluto
Subject:

So how do we manifest getting time to walk and talk together all afternoon?

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Wednesday, September 01
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

That is the question isn't it? I guess this is where the patience part may come in. I have this book called "the inner art of manifestation" or something like that...written by, oh shit, I can't remember his name (something like….David Spangler?)...anyway, he spent many years at Findhorn in Scotland, where they perfected the process of manifestation (he provides many powerful examples). He outlines a real specific, detailed process by which we can make our dreams and desires manifest...I have used it to manifest parking places downtown, for example, and it seems to work.... I seldom have the patience for it, though. I want to share this process with you for this dream of ours...I'll bring the book in to work tomorrow and maybe we can talk on the phone about it. For now we can start by just living with the vision in our minds and hearts. Perhaps add all of the details, colors, smells, ...the sharp light and stark shadows......................after that, we'll just have to see what happens......you know, let go and let god......Love, P

Healing Touch

From: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Pluto
Subject:

You would not believe the rain we are getting right now. If I didn't know better, I'd think we were in a hurricane zone. Some hail is coming down as well. There is standing water of about 1-2 inches in the parking lot and it has been raining for only about 10 minutes. Spooky.

I agree, our meeting face2face will come one day; I get a little impatient at times and I know you do too. I enjoy our conversations and guess I have to be content with this means of communication for now...............l, Emma

----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

I am impatient. I also am a very "tactile" and physical person (high bodily-kinesthetic intelligence) ...so sometimes it feels weird to me when I can't put my hand on your shoulder while we talk....but as you say, we'll have to be content with "electronic presence" for now....all things in their own time, I guess.

It does sound spooky...have you ever experienced a hurricane? We had several when I lived on Long Island....it's quite an experience. It's a great excuse for a candlelight dinner.

----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 30, 1999 3:52 PM
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

I, too, am very tactile........but of course, we are. Also very visual. This is new to me too and feels weird because my normal means of communicating.....touch, sight....aren't available right now.

I've never experienced a hurricane, but love candlelight dinners. I've experienced many windstorms and they are no fun. It used to really frighten me when I was a kid. I'm pretty sure I would not like a hurricane all that much! The rain stopped and it is now "dead calm" (wasn't that the title of a Stephen King novel?) I mean there is NOTHING moving out there! This is almost spookier than the monsoon.

Damn, I hate being so impatient.....soon..........Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Emma
Subject: RE:

You must be thinking of "Dead Zone"...which of course makes it even spookier!

Hurricanes can be really scary....usually you lose power, trees fall down, windows break. It must be a lot like a windstorm...but with lots of rain.

So, there must be some cosmic message in this "dead zone" you have there....any ideas??...........P

p.s. I really hate being impatient, too

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Monday, August 30
To: Pluto
Subject: RE:

cosmic message? Hmmmm.....not sure I want to know! I think I read the Dead Zone, though, before I got too creeped out to read Stephen King.

Just had a conversation with some supervisors...we may be heading for a lawsuit on the part of one of our trainees who is not doing well. That will be ugly.

Waaaaa....I wanna go home in 15 minutes! Have a great evening.......love,Emma


-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Pluto
Subject: End of the Day

Well, if you can just stay awake for another 30 minutes or so, you can go home!! Have a great evening........I enjoyed talking with you today and getting/giving healing touch. ................ love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Emma
Subject: RE: End of the Day

I know...but it seems like hours from now. I always enjoy our conversations and especially the healing touch.........but the hugs are my favorite....Love, P

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: End of the Day

okay, well one more to keep you going until tomorrow...........ready........assume the position ............................love, Emma

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Emma
Subject: RE: End of the Day

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.................you're the best... do you think we can keep this up till September (the mega-month)??

-----Original Message-----
From: Emma
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Pluto
Subject: RE: End of the Day

I have no doubt we can keep this up (so to speak) until September.......I'm just scared of what will happen then!! hahahahahahahahahahaha...............talk to you tomorrow.

-----Original Message-----
From: Pluto
Sent: Tuesday, August 31
To: Emma
Subject: RE: End of the Day

Me too!..............till tomorrow, P